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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

First of all I know she won't but hypothetically speaking, I guess I would forgive her and assume that there was something missing in my love that made her go search for it somewhere else.

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

I had always dreamed and prayed to God of settling abroad with someone I really love, be famous and powerful and be happy with my life. I dont knw if still want to settle abroad...bt rest, I want yes all the time..

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

Nobody's. I am not a violent person at all and I don't keep grudges against anyone no matter what they have done to me. Forgive and you will be forgiven says my God and I believe in it strongly.I used to keep grudges..bt i stopped doing tht long time back..i say watever i want to there and then nowadayz...

Matthew 6:14-15 - "If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins."

4. Why do you blog?

Well, I started the blog for a reason but now I blog for a completely different reason. The original reason is irrelevant now. But now, I blog because I love to share what I feel and experience with other people. And I love it when others can relate or not relate to it.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Hmm. No. She thought she loved me and somehow convinced me that we were meant to be. But when we kissed for the first time it was yuck. I knew and she knew that it wasn't love. hehe. We are again best friends now and she is happily committed to someone else and so am I. :)

6. Which is more blessed : loving someone or being loved by someone?

I believe loving someone is more blessed because it is harder to give than to take.

1 John 4:16 - "...God is love. Whoever lives in love, lives in God and God in him."

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?

I thought I would have to wait forever to find her but I am glad I didn't have to. 's hard but the scripture that keeps me strong is in 1 Corinthians 13.

1 Corinthians 13 - "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?

I had thought about it a lot before actually meeting her and it scared me a lot. I knew I wouldn't be able to dissolve my feelings easily. But thank God, she was single too when we met. If I would have been just one more day late or early, things could have been quite different now. But God's timing is perfect. Both of us are glad we trusted in Him and did not take decisions ourselves.

Proverbs 3:5 - "Trust in the LORD with all your heart; and do not depend on your own understanding."

9. If you could root for one special cause, what would it be?

It's something different. "Salvation for all." because I think this is all that matters in life. To know how to contribute, see John 3:16.

John 3:16 - "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."

10. What takes you down the fastest?

I once rode this roller coaster that had a 1000 feet drop in .42 seconds. I think that was what took me down the fastest.

Okay, seriously I don't like people who 'use' God. I have seen many people come to us for prayer for different reasons and when they get it, they never come back. Seek God for what He is, not for what He can give and when you do, He will give you what you want anyway but it will be so much better.

Matthew 6:33 - "But seek first God's kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

11. What resurrects you the fastest?

Whenever she comes online on msn. I might even be dead but hearing that *ding* sound will actually resurrect me! :D

12. What's your fear?

I used to keep having different fears. There was a time I was afraid of death because I was not sure what would happen after that. Then I had a stupid fear that suddenly everyone would stop loving me and a few more. Then recently I had this fear of losing her because the way we met was too good to be true. But then God made me remember the verse 1 John 4:18 which says "There is no fear in love. Perfect love casts out fear..." And I haven't feared ever since.

1 John 4:18 - "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

I know pj was a very different person when we first met, but now she is this always happy, positive kinda person who has learnt to make God a part of her every aspect of life. And her journey with God started from my blog and that makes me happy. She is a bit too shy but she has a pure heart and God sees the heart. I'm sure God has wonderful things in store for her. You guys should ask her. It's a wonderful story.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

Married and poor anytime.I can work hard and earn money to keep us going but can't work hard and earn love!

15. What's the first think you do when you get up?

Say the Lord's name and thank Him for everything that I have or don't have.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?

I don't think that is possible because love isn't that easy a thing that you can share with two. You will always always love one more than the other. And so I will choose the one I love more.

17. Would you give all in a relationship?

If I am in the right one which I am, yes and much more.

18. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he/she has done?

Again, I am not the kind of person who keeps grudges. I have gone through things that if someone else had gone through would probably have murdered the person. But as I said, my God expects of me to forgive and so I do. Also I don;t judge either as to why someone did what they did or what kind of a person that makes them.

Matthew 7:1 - "Stop judging so that you will not be judged."

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?

I am glad I am in a relationship. It makes me feel complete.

Genesis 2:19-24 - "The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him." But for Adam no suitable helper was found. So the LORD God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh. Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said,"This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman, for she was taken out of man." For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh."

20. Tag 6 people.

I'm confused who to tag. So anyone who comments on this post is tagged.

have u ever

HAVE YOU EVER.......

Smoked a cigarette?:ya but thankfully I dint continue
Crashed a friend's car?: I can drive pretty well so that scenario never occurred but I am willing to give it a try. ..
Stolen a car?: Dozens of times!( In GTA of course)
Been in love?: Yes,..really i dont knw the differnce when its love/like/lust....
Been dumped?: no comments....
Shoplifted?: Ooooo... thank God I wasn't caught!.ya Bookshop and another time at archies..
Been in a fist fight?:schooll..nthing rough though..
Snuck(I guess she meant sneaked) out of your parent's house?: I wish!
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: I still do.
Been arrested?: Nopes. I never wish to be either.
Gone on a blind date?: I am not into blind dates, have enough worries on my mind already...
Skipped school?:once...lied with my sister to parents..
Been on a plane?: yep. i love to fly!
Seen someone die?: Sadly yes. My grandpa. I still cant believe tht he is gone...
Been to Canada?: nopes
Purposely set a part of yourself on fire?: I am weird but I ain't stupid!
Been jet-skiing?: I want to someday.
Met someone in person from the Internet?: sounds exciting.
Taken pain killers?: Don't need 'em!
Flown a kite?: Yes, but I am very bad at at it.
Built a sand castle?: nope, but I keep building castles in the air..
Gone puddle jumping?:ye... I love splashing...;)
Cheated while playing a game?: Every time!
Been lonely?: That's all I have mostly been.
Fallen asleep at work or school/college?: Never in school, it was way too fun to do that. But in college,most classes..my first mechanical lecture to the lectures in final year of Prof. Shantanu
Used a fake ID?:to get into college fests..
Felt an earthquake?:never..i smhow can never feel it..
Touched a snake?: Eww!! yes infact..once..
Slept beneath the stars?:yes...
Been robbed?: Yes, of my innocence.
Been misunderstood?: When have I not?
Won a contest?: Now I am a smart kid...:)
Run a red light/stop sign?: What's a red light and a stop sign?
Been suspended from school?: Does being suspended from college count?I havent been either...:))
Been in a car accident?: Car, Yes.
Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night?: I like ice cream but that's going way off the limit!
Walked the streets drunk?: I guess..many times...paris ..tht ws life .,,,,
Had déjà vu?: Many times. (Why do I feel I have posted this before?)
Danced in the moonlight?:why did all these gud things happen so long time back...
Witnessed a crime?: If using sms lingo in a blog is a crime, then yes. Don't ask who it was.
Been obsessed with post-it notes?: No.
Squished barefoot through the mud?: Yep
Been lost?: I am lost most of the time.
Been on the opposite side of the country?: Yes.
Swum in the ocean?: Nope.
Cried yourself to sleep?: Twice in the last 8 years...
Played cops and robbers?: yeah sorta..we called it commandoes...
Recently coloured with crayons?: Left that long ago.
Sung karaoke?: You don't wanna hear me sing, trust me.
Paid for a meal with only coins?:yes...in europe..wanted to finish off all tht loose change man..
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?: A few things. I regret them now.
Made prank phone calls?: Lots and lots!
Caught a snow flake on your tongue?: Never seen snow falling.
Written a letter to Santa Claus?: Nah.its a myth dear...
Blown bubbles?: lots when I was a kid.
Bonfire on the beach?: Nope. ..not on a beach bt bonfires many a times...
Cheated on a test?: Yeah, but I am pretty bad at it. I either get caught or it doesn't make any difference.
Gone skinny-dipping in a pool?: Naughty me.

tags

I generally avoid tags since i find them boring..but i came across a slew of interesting ones..So i will pen down another one..
Here i have to write 5 facts about myself...
1. I dont like to use the word gud friends or even like ppl to call me their gud friend ..leave apart best friends..I cannot reciprocate this feeling..Its just the way i am..its nt tht they arnt my gud/best friends..bt why use a word..it just puts a lot of expectations..Its nt even them expecting frm me..bt if i say they are my best/gud friends ..i will strt expecting too much frm them...
2.I am impulsive...I dont think many a times..its a gud trait and bad many a times..I remain impulsive when its going good ..but restrain myself when in despair or anger ..since actions at tht time cant be taken back..
3. I am a true gemini..I show whichever face i want to ..as i wish ..and when i wish...all to my wish...
smtimes i feel if all those who knw me come together they wudnt knw 1 common thing abt me...whatever reallly..
4. I have proposed a girl 'seriously' only twice..first one: she ws such an old school friend tht she dint take it seriously...and she laughed it out thinking I am flirting..after tht I used to talk to her in a serious tone for abt a month after which i gave up..she is still one of my best friends...2nd proposal i really cant talk abt..:)
5.Well I used to get scared watching those silly hindi scary movies which used to come on ATN at even noon hours...

Tig Tag toe

Got this from blog .I will tag my sole blog friend Sachi here...
Be brutally honest. I can take it, I think. However, if I suddenly disappear from Blogosphere or maybe even hang myself, you'll know whose fault it was. Reply to the following questions in the comment box and then take the tag(reminded to me by miss divinediu). :D

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3.Something I have and you want?
4.Give me a nick name and explain why you picked it.
5.Describe me in one word.
6.What was your first impression of me?
7.Do you still think that way about me now?
8.What reminds you of me?
9.If you could ever give me one thing, what would it be?
10.How well do you know me?
11.How do you see me in the future?
12. Something you wanted to tell me but couldn't.
13.Are you going to put this on your blog to see what I say about you?

100s

100 Truths About Meh :-)

LAST TIMES…
1. Last drink: Cheeku Shake
2. Last phone call: :-)
3. Last text message: :-)
4. Last song you listened to: Ace of Base album
5. Last time you cried: many years back

HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: I dont keep a count..
7. Been cheated on? ???
8. Kissed someone & regretted it????
9. Lost someone special? Yaa...a big yes
10. Been depressed? Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up? Never!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Maroon
15. Green

FIRSTS :
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes..Kinda!
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes!!!!
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you:Yesss

HAVE YOU:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: depends on the definition :)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 9 on 10 ;)
23. How many kids do you want to have: I would have a couple and spoil them ;) and let my wife teach them the good stuff :))
24. Do you have any pets: No :/
25. Do you want to change your name: Noooooooooooo! I love it!!!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I answered phone calls..played poker
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 am half..then finally at 10 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Thinking of something...someone mayb
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Go out of Delhi
30. Last time you saw your father: Morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could turn back the time and stop thinking so much.

Whats your:
33. Name: Shivam Goel
34. Nicknames: Mammu(@IITDelhi ),HBK(@IITDelhi ),Shibbo(@school chandigarh),Max(@Job),VMC(@School delhi),Star Movies(@school Chandigarh) ,Harry Potter(@Job & @niteclub,Paris),Bluetooth + Jobless(@French Embassy Delhi) and list goes on
35. Zodiac sign: Gemini \m/ We Rock!!!
36. Male or female or transgenders: My passport says it all. Masculine completely!
37. Elementary: LFCS
38. School: LFCS,VPS
39. Colleges: IITDelhi
40. Hair color: Black.
41. Long or short: What? short ofcourse
42. Height: 5 ft 10"
43. Do you have a crush on someone? yeppp
44. Ever been in love? Mayb..depends
45. Piercings? Yes...wen i ws a kid..
46. Tattoos? no
47. Righty or lefty: Righty
48. First surgery: Never I think
49. First piercing: 7-8 and it mite be the last also
50. First best friend: Aman,Satyam
51. First sport you loved: Football
52. First pet : None
53. First vacation: My Grandma :)
54. First concert: Shaan
55. First crush: Shivani

RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: Nothing! Don't talk of food.
57. Drinking: Nothing.
58. I'm about to: go crazy.
59. Listening to: Stone Temple Pilots
60. Waiting for: lunch

YOUR FUTURE
61. Want kids? Yes
62. Want to get married? Yess..not that soon mayb..in 3 years mayb
63. Careers in mind? Yesss

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
66. Shorter or taller: Taller//any mayb
67. Older or Younger: Older..more mature I think ..not too old also @lollzz
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Both...bt more inclined towards spontaneity
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
70. Sensitive or loud: Classy and cool
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: None!

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: ya...the french way of meeting ppl is all abt kissing first..
74. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
76. Broken someone's heart: No for sure!
77. Had your own heart broken: ..sigh ...sigh...
78. Been arrested: These days am planning a trip to jail. Never bt have been to police stations for lost stuff..
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died: No
81. Liked a friend that is a guy? Yea as a straight person. :-)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: More than anyone anything...
82. Miracles: not really
83. God: Not much..more spiritual kinds..
84. Love at first sight: no..
85. Heaven: mayb
86. Santa Claus: no..
87. Kiss on the first date? comeon...u dont wanna knw wat i did..
89. Devils: I see one every morning..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes!
91. Had more than one at one time? No :(..
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Unmm yea bt that was i ws really irritated then...I still wish the same!
93. Among your blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? Now that's interesting ;)
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? Yes! Many times.
95. Wanted to steal you friend's girlfriend? Naahh they have a extremely bad choice ;)..

Associate with something you wear:
96. White: Peace
97. Black: Shoes
98. Red: Tie
99. Pink:None
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? You bet!