Heart Broken

Heart Broken...For the first time in my life I have broken sm1's heart so badly and have had mine broken even more badly...I feel depressed...i am already having those symptoms....dont feel like doing a thing even...

love @maths

Some one has written:

Math tells us of the 3 saddest love stories:
Of parallel lines, who were never meant to meet.
Of tangent lines, who were together once but then parted forever.
And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together...

concentric circles!!!
its just diameter which crosses the center - happy ending :-)

and there are the lines in different planes which will always have a same shortest distance maintained for life....what we call the friend's zone :)

Another one <>
Expected versus Actual Value of Love verus Time

Expected Value function y = logx where y = love & x = time

Actual value function is lognormal function with asymptotic curve leading to '0'. "

heartbreakers

I am a terribly distracted guy...I dont know why....but its in the structure of my genes...
anyways..was talking to a friend..and were generally talking about how airport terminals have separate terminals for arrivals and departures...atleast in whichever ones we have been too..
The theory is that the 30,000 heartbreakers that arrive in the city dont see the 30,000 heartbreakers leaving this city.......Me I guess still want to hang in here..

Another conversation with a friend...
Friend:: Do you ever feel you've become the worst version of yourself? That a Pandora's box of all the secret, hateful parts - your arrogance, your spite, your condescension - has sprung open? Someone upsets you and instead of smiling and walking away, you zing them? "Hello, it's Mr Nasty." I'm sure you have no idea what I'm talking about..
Me:: No, I know exactly what you mean, and I'm completely jealous. What happens to me when I'm provoked is that I get tongue-tied and my mind goes blank. Then I spend all night tossing and turning trying to figure out what I should have said. What should I have said, for example, to a person who recently belittled my existence?
Friend:: But then, on the other hand, I must warn you that when you finally have the pleasure of saying the thing you mean to say at the moment you mean to say it, remorse inevitably follows.

war time

I have always had a fascination with wars..World War I and WW II ...when people said that there will be world war III in 1999 (as predicted by Nostradamus), i was very happy.We will be able to watch the war live on TV..
i have been reading a lot of quotes on wars of late...the best that I have liked are...."there shall be peace even we have to fight for it"..I found an interesting blog...diary of a white indian housewife....the girl is a damsel i have to agree...on all counts..gives a very new perspective as the name suggest....this is turning into a nightmarish blogging..random thoughts .....well today i am supporting germany ....my favorite country besides Spain..and Argentina(only because of Messi and the lovely girls that originate in the south-american country...)
whateve...

saw the sweetest thing today.....

Well i have been talking a lot about what i have been dreaming off late..i initially meant to write one again here..but have kind of forgotten it right now..this one was bad one though..and it completed..

sweetest thing is the movie..i will just log off..now..
listening to Noise by tokio hotel ...and memories by david guetta these days

Keep Dreaming...

well i just had an awesome dream ..basically nightmare..i thought i should write it down before I forget..
well me and my friends are stuck in some kind of cave/dark cell..we are all mighty scared..there is an opening and but such scary noises are coming over there that we cannot even dare to go that side...then 2 of us i.e. me and ashish finally decide to act a little courageous and try to find a way out...We do not know if this will be foolishness or bravery..then when we reach there..we see there is a bar which is blocking the way and loud noise is coming from the tip which is tied down....we imagine that it will be dangerous to cross it...since maybe there is some kind of force field which will blow us apart if we try to cross..and beyond the bar we can see an open jungle/green area kinds..
and a jeep waiting just outside the cave..then out of a rush of blood...I jump the bar ..and wow..nothing happens...i run to the jeep and ask ashish also to come over...we will be free..woow...
he jumps ..i start the jeep with a big whirl...and off we go...but then suddenly both of realize that something is seriously wrong....we donot see anyone outside..IS THIS A TRAP?? then as we go on the road ahead..we see zombies..and mummies..and scary creatures..we try to dodge them...then there is a whole army of those..scary..ugly...horrifying...
and my dreams just ends there..
well i am looking forward to the movie...Prince of Persia..reminds of childhood days when we used to play that game...

broodish

well i have not been broodish in more than a year now..i think its about time that i give in..i am closing in on a 25th birthday and i know what a quarter life crisis means in full blow.. its also been delayed by the fact that my song collection has very few sad /slow songs..but I am almost on my limits now..i just google and came to know that there is no word like broodish...brood is there and brooding is there...but you get my mood right..
god save my soul...I need some serious motivation right now...
i will go to sleep now..