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Now this will be my last post for the moment since i will be out of station for a while...see you in a fortnight guyz...I have to finish off lots of stuff today and there is stuff pending for blogging also like one tag and such other things..but that i will look after a while..

marriage and birthdayzzz and dubbayzzz

Now what do people generally do on their 23rd bday...Well drink and smoke was the response a friend of mine gave when I told that I did not do any of them..Well I did drink water and Pepsi but that wud be like trying to skin the already thin hair.
Well coming to the point again..a day before I called up my fren askin for some info. regarding a fren.She remembered my bday and asked my how am i celebrating..same response no drinking no smoking ..and she is shocked...and to add to this i am celebrating my bday on 17th nite with my frens (which is a tuesday and my bday is on 18th) [..and tuesday is such a holy day..was my reason d'etre for not drinking which is again my silly PJ.]
So what do people really do ..I want to go to a disco and party but I need some money..which for some particular reason I am alwayz short of..and have been in particular fr the past month or so..
I want to get into my Birthday (dubbay if we try to manipulate it : a PJ i borrowed frm a fren) dress i.e. the one I was born with and get naughty with a girl..
now another diversion from the point here...I read just today that how Marriage is our national obsession and a national pastime..For a girl it particulary seems to me to be the end of the world or the strt of it..for me it looks the end of it..not that I dont want to get married..but without real love i dont see myself marrying..it will be such a drag for my wife...and with the copious amount of time i spend on my computer these dayz...and the amount of work which my job will mount on me..i dont see my self getting towards this any sooner..Also I met this PYT recently who looked pretty intelligent to me..infact pretty and intelligent..she luked career focussed and i was shocked out of my chair when she said that she wants to get into marriage and be home-oriented because she sees that women have that kind of role to play..so much for the women's reservation...how does one see the 33% filled if women of such good calibre dont rise up..for me i think women themselves will have to come up and win their right rightfully..no one will dish them out..
Anyways coming bcak to the fact about marriage...I read this today..and i must repeat it for you how if you(and me ofcourse) like someone ..we have to come to the point of marriage soon enough and propose soon...because you guessed it (our marriage-affiniated societal norms will see to it that) she gets married..this is a toss-up between a devil and a deep sea..to be precise..

I have been inspired to write longer blogs for some reason now..so i shall continue the spirit..
so how many birthdayz shall i see off before i get married ..lets hope its not an imaginary no.
Now coming to the main point of my bday celebrations..

lets get drunk..its been a while..

Hindi

U guyz wud remember the time on DD1 wen important cricket matches were telecast and hindi commentators committed horrible horrible mistakes..
'"like this ball is going for a four.ohh but fielder is present there.."
similarly they wudnt know the names of the fielders or wud say the wrong name..
One might have expected better from the ESPN commentators since u know all that private do things better stuff.But these dayz listenining to the hindi commentary for the EURO2008 ,i just keep getting reminded of the horrid DD1 dayz..
i guess i have made my point though..

Now another point ..these dayz with so much censorship English movie love scenes are giving their hindi movie counterparts a tough competition..The scenes end with them just kissing and nothing comes thereafter..there is a dead dark like in our hindi movies..But atleast our hindi movies have songs...earliear english movies made up for this by putting in good love making scenes:P

Gift

Now lemme start by telling you that I have not really celebrated my bday as i used to when i was kid by having a bday bash.Then I used to get gifts and all frm everyone.
But for the last around 8 years I havent had a bday bash ..mostly dinner for friends and family and I buy myself stuff that day itself.I did not really realize this until last couple of years.
A couple of years back a girl asked me what I wanted as a bday gift..and I was like anything you feel like..and she says that I cud have anything..I said that she is intelligent enuf and cud jst give me anything she feels is gud fr me..
Now cut to my bday last year...I gave a lunch treat to a couple of my gud friends and they gave me a small gift..I did not even expect it ..but the moment was so compelling to me in the sense that I had not had a gift in so many years that it really touched my heart..I had become so used to just celebrate it with my frens with a food and what not(minus the gifts..) that I had just forgotten the importance of a gift.
this year again i was asked the same thing by another girl..and again i ws dumbfounded..
But i jst realized that gifts howsoever small mean a lot ..and though i have written this before my bday I dont want anyone to read this and give me sympathy gifts..
Though I will never forget the gift I recieved last year..

Love

Now I had this thought which came to my mind about love being a kind of fleeting feeling.
It has one of the basis as the fact that, or infact an opinion, a guy and a girl can remain good friends only if they do not like each other.
So now ..
Assume that the friendship between a girl and boy is like two trains approaching each other with different speeds and each one having different stoppages.Love is also a station which both of them cross ..But it becomes love only if they are at it at the same time.So either the guy waits there or vice versa or both of them are there at it at the same time.Its at this station of love that their hearts as passengers cross over and enter into the other person's train(of thoughts).Love remains as long as they are in each other's train.
Love may not come in certain situations like if the one of the trains stops at some other station ..so they remain friends only.Or maybe they cross each at a different stations or the trains may just not meet since they maybe diverted to other rail tracks.
Though I am still unable to put words to how exactly the feeling of love is fleeting..